d reluctant guitarist

jus a post 2 destress (altho ive oni spent 15 mins readin macro) n bcs i felt like updatin d blog. ntg interesting bt go ahead.

im a music fanatic. i love all (if nt, most) genres. mor inclined 2 indie rock, jazz, folk, country, reggae, classical, oldies, piano pieces, instrumental, rock&roll n funk. alternativ, mainstream, hiphop, n soul r alrite. nt a big fan of punk, sentimental, techno, boybands, or christian bands. currently, im addicted 2 metal. im obsessed. its various styles n myriads of techniques enslave me. im a metal whore. u name it, i hav it - metalllica, s.o.a.d, jimi hendrix, iron maiden, van halen, malmsteen, mastodon, pantera, rammstein, led zep, rise against, axel rudi pell, strung out, judas priest, elvenking, joe sat. metallica stil tops my list; yet 2 check out megadeth tho.

i started playin d guitar at d age of 13 n had alwis focused on rhythm (chords) n all. nvr reli learnt scales or theories. bcs of dat, i gt so tired of it; yet i contd playin even afta pickin up drums. twas durin d recent youth rally wher i was on d electric dat i subconsciously reignited my love 4 dis instrument. ive alwis tot dat d guitar's nt my passion. ive alwis maintained dat drums r. it's a lie. i was in a state of denial. 2day, i proved myself wrong. d guitar's my 1st love, my passion, n alwis wil b. i love tempo n beats, bt ntg beats a good guitar solo. ive wasted all dese years oni 2 discover now, im jus an amateur w d electric. im ashamed 2 tel ppl dat ive played d guitar 4 so long. n so, come dis sem break, im goin 2 work 2 gt my own electric guitar. it's time 2 improve. my electric journey began late 2008. dis baby wil grow; u'll c.

sidetrack, ive made a point nt 2 serve w my musical abilities as long as i don set things rite. if i cant play in d spirit, i shall nt play; until i learn 2 worship w an instrument. so, it's a sabbathical 4 me; wen guitars or drums r concerned in d spiritual realm. bt in d secular world, i can lose myself in d indulgence of pure pleasure, enjoyment, n self-satisfaction in music playin. i can unleash my hedonistic musical nature.

p/s: ive a habit of typin in proper sentences wen i blog/sms bcs i jus dislike d msn language thingy. weird, bt dats me. i took d extra effort 2 blog in dis style; trust me, it's nt easy 4 me. ive 2 go over d whole text again 2 make sur evryth's in msn language. it's horrendous; bt oh wel, it's worth tryin.